several ways to die trying.

Thursday, May 18, 2006

6:10 AM

Moved;
http://punkrhapsody.livejournal.com
Goodbye, everyone.

Friday, April 28, 2006

2:11 AM

when we treat man as he is we make him worse than he is; when we treat him as if he already were what he potentially could be, we make him what he should be.

Officially on hiatus. Will be back after exams, most probably on LJ. Will update then. Goodbye, thisfreakshow.

Monday, April 24, 2006

5:49 AM

i just want to love you;
NJIPPreview was hilarious. Went there, met Cherie. Then went to find Shiny and Goldfish. Met Huijun and Lynnette at the Atrium. We went for the Bio Sample Lesson and we watched them dissect a pig eyeball! So icky. There was this disgusting black goo that oozed out from the eyeball when they cut it. Shiny you should have taken a photo, now that I think of it.

Then Cherie went to get Xingjuan. And Xingjuan was wearing this very funny skirt. Waited for Grace at the Atrium. Ate my KitKats. I still have one! XJ gave it to me in exchange for WangWang. Oh! We were trying to find toilet for Huijun and Lynnette went to ask this NJ guy. He was quite short. And when we heard his voice we got a huge shock okay. I started laughing and looked away and then I saw Huijun was trying not to laugh. He sounded abit weird because apparently he's part-Vietnamese. I think. XJ likes him you know! But she's very scared to say if not Bobby will kill her. XJ, you sure you don't want his phone number? I can get from Cherie if you want it.

I love my elephant, my father, and my mother. My cousin Kuku is really very kuku. She was quite scary today at lunch. My aunt Pappy is weird. The maid is stupid I don't like her. She keep trying to seduce my father. The handyman also keep trying to seduce my father! I don't like the handyman also. I know my father is very attractive but my father is attached alr! Kuku's boyfriend is almost as kuku as KuKu. Hahahaha, I hope you got that.

I might be moving to LJ after exams. I'm getting bored with Blogger. I created my account alr, I found a layout I want to use but I need to code it first.

Okay. I'm supposed to be studying Geog. I hate exams. Just thinking about exams makes me depressed.

Friday, April 21, 2006

6:33 AM

i lovelovelove Limited. These few days were wonderful. As long as we're together, nothing in this universe can touch us. Limited against the universe. It has a nice ring to it, don't it? The world's too small for us, we'll have the universe.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

5:35 AM

and on your list of things to do, is make me fall in love with you;
I'll edit my previous post later.

The past week has been slightly better. Funny, how when the exams come then my weeks start becoming better. I'm glad that we're okay now. This is our last year together and it'll be pointless to waste it away.

Well, we've got a new trend. Xingjuan and Huiwei are married. Hazel, who is also my mother, is Huiwei's mistress. Shiny is my half-sister. Goldfish is the Grandma aka Huiwei's mother. Denise is Shiny's boyfriend. Shyan is our elephant. Jolena is the maid and Fangying is the plumber/garderner/electrician/whatever. Hahaha.

And, Hazel, I hope your chest is okay. AHAHHAHA.

Today, I was quite angry with myself for awhile. This year my grades all dropped horribly. Except Geog and Lit. Okay, fine, not all. But enough. I still wonder how the hell I managed to get 9th in class with my crap grades. And this year, English, my supposed best subject, I managed to screw that up. Argh.

There's something that I really need to tell someone but I don't know who. It's weighing down on my mind and I need to resolve it before MYE but I have completely no clue how.

Huiwei has been scary the past few days. I couldn't eat my lunch properly thanks to her. Wormtail I hope she continues doing it. Just not the hugging boobs part. She's too violent for my taste.

Shyan, I'm pleased that you're more happy these few days. You're smiling more, laughing more. Don't stop what you're doing, okay? We'll be there to do the silliest stuff to make you happy.

Grandma Fishy, you still look so tired and dead you know. What time do you sleep every night? Hopefully, you're working things out, either by yourself or with either one of us. Work it out quickly okay, it's no good to keep dragging it.

Shiny, YOU OWE ME LETTER! MUAHAHAHA.

Okay. I have to go now. Ta.

Thursday, April 13, 2006

10:29 PM

i look at you and i wonder if i should laugh or cry instead;
Die, school, die. I could curse the education system until I breathe my last breath. Enterprise was so-so. Mr Chua was very funny. I think I shall send him a draft. For the writing book thing. Then if by some miraculous reason he likes it and approves, then I can start making extra money!

******, I don't know how to face you now. Ever since you found someone else, you've been spending all your time with her. And you've changed. I don't know if you realise that many people dislike you. Not only the people you know, either. I think there are some people that you don't know who already dislike you. These few weeks that I didn't spend as much time with you, I found that I have much more time to spend with other people. These few weeks, I have spent more time with other people and I've got to know them better. And the number of people that I have got to know better these few weeks astounds me.

I just finished reading HBP for the fifth time. There was that part where McGonagall brought Harry to Dumbledore's office and there was already Dumbledore's portrait on the wall. But that portrait Dumbledore was sleeping. I can't believe I overlooked that. Shouldn't McGonagall and Harry have went to wake the portrait up? Shiny, Ahma, whoever else, go read. Page 584, if I'm not wrong. We shall discuss on Monday. [Ahahaha.]

Oh, Shiny I'm sorry for the incredibly late letter but I promise I'll give it to you on Monday. Five full pages or more.

Xingjuan, I know you're as annoyed with her as I am. She's changed a lot, and not for the better. But try to contain your anger, MidYear exams are coming soon. Concentrate more on mugging. Don't worry about your parents saying that your grades dropped. I think this year you'll have no problem getting into Top10 in class. Your grades have been much better than mine this year. Just try your best for MidYears and even if you don't do well at least you'll know you've done your best. No regrets.

And Goldfish, I'm sad that you cried again at Turf City. I told you already that she's not worth your tears. You're spending too much time on this. All this sadness you're going through because of this thing is not worth it. Instead of living in the shadows of the past, move on and concentrate on other things. Same as I told XJ, concentrate on MidYears. Then after MidYears we can relax and enjoy. And we'll help you get over this. We're all in this together.

Whoa, incredibly long post. I shall go now.

TA.

Monday, April 10, 2006

4:45 AM

the world ends now;
I want to go for the Hollaback Crew finals so damn badly. If anyone has tickets that you don't want, please sell them to me. Offer me a price and I'll see what I can do. I desperately want to go. They'll most probably never come again. I'm begging you, whoever you are, if you have tickets, please sell them to me. I'm going on Ebay now to check if there are any for sale. Please please please.

Ebay has tickets. But I really don't know if it can be verified. There are no pictures and I'm underage. I'm hoping someone who has tickets is reading this now. Please, whoever you are, I will love you the rest of my life if you agree to sell tickets to me. I have been trying so damn hard to try to win tickets. But these few days have not been good at all. I'm starting to hate 987 just because its so difficult to win. I want the backstage passes. I want the tickets. I'll do anything for the tickets.

PLEASE, I'M BEGGING YOU. Help a girl out, won't you?